
oh the darkness. it’s so funny how much light has to do with our moods. when my train pulled out of the station yesterday evening it was pitch black outside. makes for a really long ride home. but when i really looked there was a bit of reddish purple sunset beyond the trees that made me smile and take a deep breath in at all the beauty out there if you stop for just a moment.
and even though the early loss of light can sometimes make me a touch blue, fall remains my very favorite season. growing up in new hampshire, there was just something about the fall that set it apart. it had it’s own smell, it’s own pace. i used to love taking in a super deep breath through my nose as soon as i would leave the house in the morning. the cold clean fall air would fill my lungs and would feel so restorative. and there’s nothing better then pulling on a warm sweater and walking through the crackling leaves in the woods. listening intently to all of the sounds of fall. and not to out do the ol’ sense of sight, there are the brightest colors of leaves everywhere you look.
i remember searching for the brightest, loveliest leaves as they fell to the ground and bringing them home to iron between wax paper to hang in the windows. my sister knows how much i still love that. a few years ago she made me some for my birthday and sent them to me. almost makes me want to hit the streets now and dress up the bedroom windows for the next few weeks.
and then there was the tastes of fall. we lived just down the road from an apple orchard, which i still visit today when i’m up in nh, fill my suitcases with local honey. but we would go to the orchard and pick apples and get our cider fix and come home and make apple crisp.
ok. so there you have it, the fall is a sensory overload. and it makes me appreciate each day… even if it the darkness comes early.